Monday, May 12, 2008
9:43 AM
todae is quite a tiring day...morning i overslept so nv went to sch but till now still feel abit guilty. Since i nv go sch,i went to use the com and chat with joyce.....something seem to be bothering her cos she keep saying sian and haiis. we chat for around 1 hr i think den i go prepare to go her place to meet her.....after meeting her,we went to lakeside to meet weikiat to go his house. His house is bit small but at least got 2 piano at home...so good....but nvm..sat at his house do nothing but keep chatting and his mom gave us some papaya to eat..its kind of weird but thks anyway. After that i suppose to go for basketball training but nv as i was too tired but nvm joyce and mi went to jurong point and hav our lunch at around 4pm.....after having our lunch,we went walk around and chat. After that i went to paya lebar to meet my friends and joyce followed me....on the train, she seem to be very tired and i told her to sleep but she dun wan so nvm i went to sleep myself but did woke up few time to chat with her as i scare that she might feel bored....we listen to my MP3 until we reach paya lebar...WA the train is damn stuffy at that time.....cannot tahan. After we reach we went to meet singpost and meet my friends....was talking at TS until bit sian so went to Slurp and Scoop to talk to sally...sit there talk talk talk until bit hungry so joyce and mii went to NTUC to buy cup noodles....after that went back to Slurp and SCoop and hav our dinner. We went to buy cake after our dinner as sally wanted us to help her buy cake so we went there and i could'nt make up my mind so i ask joyce and she choose a chocolate cake....when we are bout to pay, the shop auntie asked how old is the birthday gal and i totally dun noe even joyce also dun noe so she just anyway guess. She guess 28 and after that we went back to meet sally, along the way,joyce is very worry that sally might not like that cake she choose but lucky sally nv say anything. After that i went to joyce place and we sit under her block and chat for 30mins i think....i was so tired after chatting and my eye is hurting so i went home and she accompany me to mrt station..thks alot man...when i board the train, i as kinda worry bout her as her place is quite an jing but lucky she got give me a call to say she reach home le den i feel safe...k la gtg le bb
first time after i met her,i dun feel a thing for her.
After meeting her a few time,i feel something for her a little bit.
after quite lot of time she wanted to be my gf,i rejected her.
after rejecting her,telling her that i still feel for her.
den she try her best to chio me.i still did not accept her.
i noe that she is feeling sad but i just cant trust my feeling for her.
after something happen,i den noe that i cant live without her.
very hard to tell her that i truly love her as i dun noe whether i still got a chance to tell her i love her. to me she is like water and i am like fish, without her i cant live
after so much that happen,i really wan to say to her,I LOVE YOU!!!
dunno whether will the day come true
but i will always wait till the day come true as i still love her
ihadicescream!:D